回到北京不久，在自習(xí)室學(xué)習(xí)的久違而又熟悉的寂寞中，在過去和現(xiàn)在的情感模糊而又真實(shí)的波動中，在曾經(jīng)是主人而如今是過客的感慨與失落中，在對未來的迷茫與不安中，深夜一次次等待收音機(jī)中劉歡《從頭再來》的響起。某天夜里，忽然就拿筆寫下了這些。

昨夜多少故事

都已經(jīng)飄散在風(fēng)里

一年奔波　再回故地

怎尋覓舊日影跡

明天縈繞夢里

卻不再無助的哭泣

經(jīng)過風(fēng)霜　學(xué)會堅強(qiáng)

我不怕有任何風(fēng)雨

茫茫人海之中

由我奔波的影子

有苦有淚　都咽下去

夜深才面對孤寂

我只是小小砂粒

卻總想不迷失自己

窗外雖是　沉沉夜色

太陽明天還會升起

燈如海　人安在

紛繁之中尋找真愛

世事無奈　夢想還在

放下過去從頭再來

So many romances we had had

Has disappeared in the flowing wind

Tired with the long journey

I come back here

But

How can I find our past?

What will my future be?

It always haunts my dream

But I will never weep hopelessly again

For I have become firm in the past storms

And

I no longer fear any fate

Hither and thither, the throng flows

Striving for future, I am merged in the crowds

I endure anything

However painful it may be

But I fear the loneliness

When the night comes to me

I am as trivial as a grain of sand

But I want to be what I should be

Though it is all dark outside the window

The sun will always rise up with a brand-new day

In the innumerable lamps

I cannot see your face

I will have found you forever

No matter where you will be

I have to face up to the reality

Cherishing a dream in my heart

Let bygones be bygones

Restart from scratch.